Thanksgiving Then and Now

It's amazing how much of a difference a year can make. Last Thanksgiving we had Zoe heavy on our hearts. It had only been 3 weeks since I delivered. I remember feeling relieved for some distraction but also terrified. I wanted people to ask about her and acknowledge our loss, but I was also panicked that I would break down if they did. So, I just kinda went through the day in a fog.

 So much has changed. This year I am still thinking of her. I can't help it this time of year remembering where we were in our grief. However, I am so thankful for where God has brought us. Caleb is a year older and is such a funny ball of energy. He is starting to really develop passions, most recently music class. I teared up the other day in class hearing his sweet voice...the same voice that screams bloody murder at us in the middle of the night, not wanting to sleep...ha! :) In addition, I am sitting here in awe of God's creation as I feel this little person kicking inside of me. What a terrifying yet faith-growing season this pregnancy has been...27 weeks tomorrow, wow! Read an AWESOME quote yesterday in Erin Davis's book Beyond Bathtime: "When you aren't sure you're going to bring your baby home you spend less time painting the nursery and more time on your knees."

I am thankful for the innocence of this Thanksgiving, knowing that life is full of ups and downs and surprises, knowing that God hasn't promised easy. But he has promised:

 Jeremiah 29:11 11 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

 Psalm 71:20 You who have made me see many troubles and calamities will revive me again; from the depths of the earth you will bring me up again.

 Love what my friend, Sara, posted on Facebook yesterday: Let your lives overflow with thanksgiving for all He has done. Colossians 2.7 So excited to celebrate thanksgiving, but really hope to grow in thanks-living. Let our lives overflow...

 Much love to you all today!
 Steph